I Desperately Tried To Keep Up With ‘Ageless’ Women Until I Found Out What The Anti-Aging Industry Hides
The first time I got Botox, I wasn’t even 40 years old. I had lines on top of my lip that I hated, and my dermatologist suggested I try a little Botox. These were my first real wrinkles — or at least the first ones that bothered me — and the first sign that serious aging had begun. I wanted to get ahead of it. After all, celebrities and influencers somehow managed to look young well into their fifties and sixties. How harmful could it be? Turns out, I hate Botox. I felt like a fraud and hated feeling like my face wasn’t moving normally. One time, I got a little too much and couldn’t drink out of a straw without dribbling. Dribbling while drinking absolutely did not fit into my ideas of what it meant to be “youthful”. (According to Statista, today’s millennials begin using anti-aging products at an average age of 26, compared to 55-year-olds who didn’t start until age 47.) As I’ve aged, I’ve grown more wrinkles, more lumpy flesh, more rippled skin, more folds and rolls, and uneven skin …


