‘Niall’s in a tunnel of self-loathing’
Add Half Man to your watchlist How did you get involved in Half Man? Baby Reindeer had just hit, so when this arrived on my doorstep my interest was piqued because Richard had this genuinely unique, fresh voice – it was television that you hadn’t really seen or felt before. I only read episode six, an incredibly heightened spiral, but his writing balanced intensely dark subjects with a sense of humour that is especially Scottish. That levity helped us through. Richard wrote Niall with me in mind, which was flattering, and we had a lovely conversation about the show’s themes and our personal experiences with them. Could you talk about that? I have a painful amount of self-loathing. I can’t watch anything I do and I’ve been that way for 10 years. It’s the act of finality I dislike because there’s nothing I can do to fix it. If I’m in something, I’ve ruined it, which is a self-centred, destructive way of thinking. Even when I was a dancer as a child, if I couldn’t …

